Monday, June 26, 2006

My apologies…(because it’s about time that I come clean)

To the new friend who I would give my arms and legs to protect--I’m very sorry to have caused you any pain. I never saw this one coming while I was with him. I never saw that I could hurt you the way I do now because of my momentary lapse of better judgment.

Believe me when I say that I am hurting every time I hear your sighs of disappointments. That every time you shake your head because you couldn’t understand why it has come to this, I feel like I am the best numskull in the whole wide world.

You were the last person on earth who I thought I could hurt. In fact, I never even thought of you once when I was with him. Maybe because I never thought I could find a kindred spirit in you. That I could talk to you about anything under the sun or that a new day would mean a new day for teasing.

I’m sorry and I couldn’t apologize enough to you. Please stop hurting.

To the woman I’ve wronged,

I am an embarrassment to all women in the world. Whenever I remember what I did to you I want to bash my head to the wall. I am including you in my prayers that you find forgiveness in your heart for me.

If and when I meet you somewhere and you would confront me about my selfishness, I’d let you do anything with me. That’s how guilty I feel right now. I was degrading myself at that time and I didn’t even know it.

I’m sorry and I couldn’t apologize enough to you. I hope you find peace.

To the person that I’ve hurt so much,

I’m sorry. You are always in my prayers. I always ask God to stay with you always.

And please…. Oh please be still.

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Oh Mediocreman, please leave your contact details at my doorstep. Thank you!

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