Ruth is a full-time writer. Foodie. Happy camper. Wanders a lot. Used to have the worst taste in men. A reformed swipe-a-holic. Reviving her blog after its death.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Ambition is my biggest turn on.
I like it when people work with fire in their eyes and they see nothing but the task at hand. And when that fire is on a man, instant aphrodisiac. I fall. I can’t help myself. I bask in the presence of that person for a few hours, minutes or seconds, every moment that a situation could spare.
Ambition. Until recently I thought everyone had one. It could be as simple as becoming a financially-secured person at 30s or as grand as becoming a Paris Hilton look-alike at 40s.
Unfortunately, some people have no idea of what they want in their life that they absolutely don’t even know what they want to have for themselves in the future.
I thought it’s just plain sad. Wasn’t Wei Hui who said that youth is like credit card? You spend now and pay for it later?
What if in the future you’ve got nothing to pay for? Can you declare bankrupt of your own life? What will you do when assess your passbook 10 years from now and find out that there was no deposit made and everything you did was on a loan? A life full of empty relationships based on sex, empty friendships based on lies, empty careers based on convenience (no, I do not in any way mean people who keep their jobs because they have to earn money. They have my respect for all the hard work they put into their jobs).
What then?
I don’t think they will like themselves too much then. I don’t think I want to be anywhere near them when that happens.
1 Comments:
Hay naku Pem, believe me, me ambisyon ka at me gusto kang marating. Me nakilala akong sobrang ang pangarap niya sa buhay ay... Wag na nating pag-usapan. Pero sobrang... huhuhuhuhuhuhu! Nung sinabi niya yun, parang ako, whatever did I see in you'?
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