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Ruth is a full-time writer. Foodie. Happy camper. Wanders a lot. Used to have the worst taste in men. A reformed swipe-a-holic. Reviving her blog after its death.

Friday, November 18, 2005

I want to stay home and force out the tears that just refuses to fall. I want to cry, dammit! So I can get on with my life.


I want to ask him why? I want to be angry with him for breaking my trust. I want to know why he didn’t tell me. I want my closure.


I want him to stop telling me that he loves me because I don’t feel it. His words feel empty and hollow.


I want to stop missing him. I want him out of my life, full stop.


I’ve been burned. Hell.


I'm so lonely.