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Ruth is a full-time writer. Foodie. Happy camper. Wanders a lot. Used to have the worst taste in men. A reformed swipe-a-holic. Reviving her blog after its death.

Saturday, November 08, 2003

I thought it would easy to write about an experience that brought only happiness. I was wrong. Sometimes an experience can fill you with so much awe that the you walk, talk and function in a daze.

Is this real? I’m scared that any moment now, I’ll wake up and discover that I’m just dreaming…

I hope I’m not. But what if I was?

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When he answered my question. When he said “thank you” to my “wo ay ni”. When we had an eye contact for 5 seconds, that was the dream.

Lying here on my bed, staring at his posters, telling him that I’ll do anything if only he’d know of my existence, that is Reality.