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Ruth is a full-time writer. Foodie. Happy camper. Wanders a lot. Used to have the worst taste in men. A reformed swipe-a-holic. Reviving her blog after its death.

Saturday, March 22, 2003

Bazooka Fortune: Happy are those who don’t have to eat yellow snow

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Three people texted to inform me that I just sent them a wrong message.

This is bad. This has got to stop.

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But how are they so sure that I did send them the wrong message? What if in my own twisted way, I was giving them some cosmic signs of what I really wanted to say to them?



Hell, I don’t even remember the messages I sent them.

This is bad. This has got to stop.

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Pam cringed because of my latest name-dropping. Okay, so maybe I feel a little bit secure about my site.

Nobody’s looking for me personally. I don’t think I make enough damage/improvement in other people’s life to make them do that.

And the regular readers of this crap are a couple of classmates and few friends. I don’t know if my cousins who know of this URL drops by. And if they do, they probably can’t relate to my name-droppings so it doesn’t bother me anyway.

But what if, by some divine intervention, I suddenly become the most popular blogger in town (as if!)? Then I’ll have stalkers… Then they’ll look for this people I mentioned. Then my stalkers will kill them, out of sympathy to my plight or out of jealousy.

Really, I should get a real life, instead of writing thrash.

This is bad. This has got to stop.

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Am finally conceding. I will not wear slacks in our graduation. Waah! Huhuhuhuhuhuhu!

But I will not subject myself to further suffering due to excessive window-shopping. I will buy a fabric from Divisoria tomorrow, and then I’ll ask Zhara’s dressmaker to make a passable dress for me.

Low neckline, a few inches below the knee, with sleeves. I’ll wear my high-heeled sandals. Yippee! Don’t need to buy a new one.

Must stop acting like a slut.

This is bad. This has got to stop.

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I am confused.

No matter how many times I watch mini documentaries about Saddam Hussein, George W. Bush, George Bush, Iraq, and Gulf War 1, I still can’t understand what this current war is all about.

And I keep asking myself the following questions:

1. If US wanted Iraq to destroy weapons of mass destruction, then why can’t they do the same thing? I mean, why don’t US destroy their own weapons of mass destruction? Sure Iraq has bad track record in terrorism, but how can we be sure that US will remain the “friends of the world”?

2. If George is acting on behalf of the US citizens, why are there so many Americans protesting this war?

3. Why did Bush order this war without the blessing of UN? So now, if an international organization thinks for the well being of all the nations they are considered irresponsible? Well, I don’t know, why don’t we abolish UN, and establish the government of USA as the international body of thinkers and deciders? UN is just there for convenience anyway.

4. Why is my country supporting this war, when it can’t even afford to properly gear our soldiers in their own battle in Mindanao? Sure, it’s only “morally” but why even that? What if Iraq wins this war, and suddenly turns its ugly head towards this direction? Will USA help? No, I don’t think so. They will just give their “moral support.”

My government is busy kissing American butt. Trying to please their white ass without even considering that maybe, we need our diplomatic ties with Iraq. Sure it’s a selfish reason, but are the Americans thinking of welfare other than their own?

5. I mean really, before 911, did they raise their finger against the Talibans in Afghanistan? Did they make an outcry against what women, men and children had to suffer there? No. They couldn’t care less until suddenly they became the target.

6. How can we be sure that Bush is not fighting this war for his daddy?


War is bad. This has got to stop.

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WeebeePatwee!